Well, it's an afternoon note today. Just got distracted this morning, and it
slipped my mind until now, and I actually had something interesting to talk
about today. This morning there was a
great blue heron in the yard, right at the end of the driveway. I saw it as it became light, the sky the
blue ash color just before it gets to be daylight. It was foggy and the heron sort of appeared there, kind of like a
weird magic trick. It did nothing for
the longest time, just stood there on its improbably long stilts and bobbed its
head. This was one of the biggest I
have seen, easily 4 feet tall, perhaps taller, I have a hard time estimating
height, but it was only a couple of feet from Mikayla's car and it looked like
its head was just a little shorter than the car and it was farther away. I watched it to see what further magic it
might perform, and I was not disappointed.
When I looked down at the keyboard for a moment, it was gone when I
looked back. I did not see if it walked
away or flew, it had just vanished.
For some reason, the large birds like the herons, egrets, cranes, the
ones with long stilty legs, they are just so fascinating! They are improbable, elegant, and amazing,
and continue to be so no matter how often I see them or how long we have lived
here where at least the herons and egrets are pretty common.
When we went out this afternoon to go to the movies, I
realized it is spring, and my maple tree has the right of it. Dandelions had gone to seed in the median by
the park, making their white alien puff balls in long bare gray stalks. And when we went past the bank, the
temperature sign said 77. And it's
January! At least that's what the
calendar would have us believe! I will
be glad if we have a long, long mild spring!
Looking for a poem today, I found a new magazine, Orion
Magazine, that has poetry and deals with environmental issues as
well. A lot of their poems are nature
oriented or seasonal. They actually had
one about . . .
The Blue
heron is gray, not blue, but great enough
against brown-tipped bowed cattails to be
well-named, is known for its stealth, shier
than a cloud, but won't fly or float away
when it's scared, stands there thinking maybe
it's invisible though it's not—tall, gray,
straight as a pole among the cloudy reeds.
Then it picks up one stem leg. This takes time.
And sets it down just beyond the other,
no splash, breath of a ripple, goes on
slowly across the silt, mud, algae-
throttled surface, through sedge grass,
to stand to its knees in water turning
grayer now that afternoon is evening.
Now that afternoon is evening
the gray heron turns blue, bluer than sky,
bluer than the mercury blue-black still pond.
So when did it snag the bullfrog
hanging, kicking, in its scissor beak?
To look so long means to miss the sudden.
It strides around like a sleek cat
from pond to bank and back, blue tall bird,
washing the frog, banging it against stones,
pecking almost as if it doesn't know
what to do now that it's caught such a thing.
How fast its beak must be to shoot out
like an arrow or that certain—as it's called—
slant of light. Blue
light. Where did it go?
David Baker
I will agree that the great blue heron is more gray than
blue and I have seen them move with their careful balanced gait. The backward knees always seem so . . . odd,
but then no odder than the rest of the bird.
And I have seen them catch fish, and they are definitely fast, a blur of
beak and feathers, then a lot of swallowing with their head tipped to the
sky. The last line is so perfect for what
happened this morning, "Where did it go?" I don't know but I like to think it just dissolved with the fog
and perhaps will return with it some other morning.
“He was not bone and feather but a perfect idea of freedom and flight, limited by nothing at all”
ReplyDelete― Richard Bach, Jonathan Livingston Seagull
What a lovely quote! Perfect! For years I used a quote from his book Illusions: "Argue for you limitations, and, sure enough, they're yours!" I don't know how many joys I would have missed if I had not taken that quote to heart. Now everytime I hear that voice in my head say: You can't do that! I hear another voice whispering, you're arguing for your limitations . . . and sometimes I listen to THAT one instead !
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